Phoenix-Skywriter

Things have been nuts lately.
My job is stressful and my energy is gone, so I'm only on the 'net on weekends when I can. I am constantly tired, grouchy, and moodswingy. My thoughts are plagued almost daily with negativity and I dunno why.
Parents have been screaming at me a lot lately. Brother's been difficult. Friends are stressed and that stresses me out because I worry.
Plus I'm trying to keep my LDR alive, and it's difficult because he works and I work and yesterday we didn't talk at all, and we rarely talk much anymore. We might exchange four texts a day now. We've been having all kinds of problems and I've been handling it badly... ugh. I worry about him. I worry about us. We already broke up for a week about a month ago, and then decided to be on the downlow for a bit, until things on his end and on mine get better, whenever that will be. 
This really sucks.
But I am making it.
I am trying.
I won't give up.
My patience will be rewarded, I'm sure. 

I gotta job (it's in a factory, no, I don't like it, I make eight twenty five an hour, I plan on leaving in the future) so I don't have much time to draw, and it makes me sad, but hey, monies. Eight hours is hard on the heels, lemme tell you.

I still love you all, dear followers~

Ever feel sad?
Lonely?
Hurt?
Angry?
Need to vent, but don't want to feel like a burden?
Want to feel useful and comfort those in need?
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This and some other links are beautiful and wonderful. You can cry to strangers and assure others that you care.

So my mum apparently told my brother that we're getting our internet turned off permanently somewhere around the first of next month because 1.) that's the day my classes are over, 2.) my brother, and 3.) the bill is expensive

I'm not sure if that's a threat targeted at my brother for acting out, or legit, so please be sure to give me your numbers (if you're from the states), give me your TextNow/ect. (if abroad), and for the rest of you, it's been nice knowing you. I'll be sure to post updates if it is in fact legit, though I am naturally hoping it's not.

In other news, I can't wait to move out because I'm really sick of living with these people. Buuuut I can't. So boo.

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