Things have been nuts lately.
My job is stressful and my energy is gone, so I'm only on the 'net on weekends when I can. I am constantly tired, grouchy, and moodswingy. My thoughts are plagued almost daily with negativity and I dunno why.
Parents have been screaming at me a lot lately. Brother's been difficult. Friends are stressed and that stresses me out because I worry.
Plus I'm trying to keep my LDR alive, and it's difficult because he works and I work and yesterday we didn't talk at all, and we rarely talk much anymore. We might exchange four texts a day now. We've been having all kinds of problems and I've been handling it badly... ugh. I worry about him. I worry about us. We already broke up for a week about a month ago, and then decided to be on the downlow for a bit, until things on his end and on mine get better, whenever that will be.
This really sucks.
But I am making it.
I am trying.
I won't give up.
My patience will be rewarded, I'm sure.